::flails::

I'm torn. On the one hand I want to be all "Yes, yes, read my fic!" because I love it and I think it's the best thing I've done so far and I want everyone to read it. But on the other hand, it's intense. It's made everyone cry (including me, I still can't look at it without tearing up), my brit-picker couldn't sleep after reading it, and my beta described herself as "emotionally bludgeoned" when she finished. So....

::hides::