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The fic written for me for Tropes -- Potential Gravity -- posted today, and it's so, so good. (Well, so far. I haven't actually finished reading it yet...) When I signed up, I listed a whole bunch of things I like, figuring that if I had a huge list, then whoever got assigned me would be able to find at least something they enjoyed writing about. I assumed they'd pick a few things from it and go from there. But this wonderful brilliant person took that as a challenge and included nearly all of them, so the whole thing basically might as well be called Firethesound's Favorite Things and I just...
But they went one step beyond that, and it's absolutely undone me. There's Mug-Harry. Mug-Harry is in this fic. AND THERE IS WINKING. MUG-HARRY WINKING. SAUCILY. And I am entirely unashamed to admit that I screamed out loud, flailed my arms, and then burst into tears. And that's another thing I said I liked, fics that make me cry, and maybe this wasn't where the author intended me to do it, but I have, so I guess that's a success. I just... I haven't been in a terribly good place recently, mentally or emotionally, and the fact that someone cared this fucking much about putting together a story I'd like that they'd go so far as taking the ridiculous random list of things I like and working out a story that slots it all together, and then do more on top of that, I just have no idea what to do with it. Except cry, apparently. And tell everyone else I know to read this too.
I'm going to go make a cup of tea, calm the fuck down, and finish reading.
EDIT: Finished it, it was awesome. I am flailing.
But they went one step beyond that, and it's absolutely undone me. There's Mug-Harry. Mug-Harry is in this fic. AND THERE IS WINKING. MUG-HARRY WINKING. SAUCILY. And I am entirely unashamed to admit that I screamed out loud, flailed my arms, and then burst into tears. And that's another thing I said I liked, fics that make me cry, and maybe this wasn't where the author intended me to do it, but I have, so I guess that's a success. I just... I haven't been in a terribly good place recently, mentally or emotionally, and the fact that someone cared this fucking much about putting together a story I'd like that they'd go so far as taking the ridiculous random list of things I like and working out a story that slots it all together, and then do more on top of that, I just have no idea what to do with it. Except cry, apparently. And tell everyone else I know to read this too.
I'm going to go make a cup of tea, calm the fuck down, and finish reading.
EDIT: Finished it, it was awesome. I am flailing.
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Date: 2014-07-27 01:24 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-07-27 01:35 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-07-27 01:38 am (UTC)If you need to get away, you are always welcome. Xoxo
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Date: 2014-07-27 02:13 am (UTC)Yikes! Off with the mushiness! D:
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Date: 2014-07-27 11:27 am (UTC)And I want to take you out of that bad place and put you on a pile of big squashy cushions and wear dinosaur outfits and flomp about on them with you, roaring and generally being fierce and cool and scary. Then drink tea and eat cake together.
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Date: 2014-07-27 12:59 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-07-27 01:34 pm (UTC)I screamed when I read about the mug!!!!!! I was like, THE MUG!! FTS IS GOING TO LOVE THAT MUG!!!!!
I'm happy for you, for all of us, because, wow, what a fabulous story! But it's like, yes we all love you! <3
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Date: 2014-07-27 02:13 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2014-07-27 02:18 pm (UTC)And youuuu. ::squishes you::
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Date: 2014-07-27 02:21 pm (UTC)Omg, tea and cake in dinosaur costumes!! This needs to be a thing. Really. I'm giggling just imagining it. <3
EDIT: Okay, I just got home from running errands and I stopped at a coffeeshop because, caffeine. And I saw this and oh it's just so perfect that this, this is what it's going to be like. Just, elegant lady-dinosaurs with tea. <3
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Date: 2014-07-27 02:23 pm (UTC)::squishes you::
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Date: 2014-07-27 02:24 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-07-27 02:28 pm (UTC)Had Saturday night game people over last night which is me and a bunch of guys
And we are talking about the CAH game we played Wednesday and gently poking fun at the person who needed definitions and he goes all
Scott : speaking of, what's filching
David : it's like stealing stjff
Scott : no feltching?
Me : after anal sex you suck it out
Scott : *gives me a weird look* uh no like with music
David : oh FILKING that's like when you change the words to songs like Weird Al does
Sam : what a difference a syllable makes
Will : HOW DO YOU EVEN KNOW THAT?
Me : I write fanfic
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Date: 2014-07-27 02:30 pm (UTC)I am laughing so hard right now at your conversation.
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Date: 2014-07-27 02:32 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2014-07-27 03:29 pm (UTC)In the meantime, if there is anything I can do from afar, you just let me know. Well, I'm not dressing up like a dinosaur and dancing, but I think Birds has that under control anyway.
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Date: 2014-07-27 05:01 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2014-07-27 06:59 pm (UTC)I'm so happy you like tea and cake and dinosaur costumes. When are you due to visit the UK? I'll start brewing up now.
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Date: 2014-07-27 08:23 pm (UTC)You know those heat reactive mugs? There needs to be one of those with saucily winking Harry on it, then we can all have the muggle version XD
I hope you are feeling better today, love :D
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Date: 2014-07-28 03:25 am (UTC)I want a heat reactive mug with a saucily winking Harry on it. Oh, that would be so wonderful!! :D
Today's been really great, thank you. <3
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Date: 2014-07-28 03:32 am (UTC)Ooooh, I would love so much to come have tea with you. I was ALMOST in the UK about a month ago, but then my stupid cat had all sorts of stupid (and expensive) medical problems and I had to be a responsible adult with a budget and cancel my trip. My friend's going to be going to Europe next summer and wants me to come too, but I have other stuff going on around then and I'm not sure it'll work out schedule-wise. I'd love to come flail at you in person, though. <3
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Date: 2014-07-28 09:32 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2014-07-31 04:33 pm (UTC)Also, not yet winking, but maybe this mug will do in the meantime?
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Date: 2014-08-13 03:10 pm (UTC)Bugs seemed to go over well in my last fic, and you especially love bugs (http://ic.pics.livejournal.com/zeitgeistic/9294752/284101/284101_600.png), so I had to include that, too. I want you to know that I seriously considered doing this (http://ic.pics.livejournal.com/zeitgeistic/9294752/284354/284354_600.png) to you for about 7 minutes. I worried for a little while about not holding true to the spirit of the fest, but then I kept reminding myself (http://ic.pics.livejournal.com/zeitgeistic/9294752/284492/284492_600.png) that I was writing for a specific person, not a community, and fuck them if they didn't like it. This was a clusterfuck from the beginning for me, but knowing you were having the same issues (http://ic.pics.livejournal.com/zeitgeistic/9294752/284689/284689_600.png) made it easier for me to finish it right for you. But still daunting as fuck (http://ic.pics.livejournal.com/zeitgeistic/9294752/285047/285047_600.png).
And then once it posted, it was like the worst day of my life waiting for you to actually read it because WHAT IF YOU HATED IT and you were taking so fucking long (http://ic.pics.livejournal.com/zeitgeistic/9294752/285414/285414_600.png)! And then there was this heart-stopping moment (http://ic.pics.livejournal.com/zeitgeistic/9294752/285490/285490_600.png) when I realized how fucking recognizable I really am, and over such a stupid thing! Damn you for having that Google Doc open at the same time as the fic posted. You're pretty good at guessing (http://ic.pics.livejournal.com/zeitgeistic/9294752/285759/285759_600.png), but I was saved by your second-guessing (http://ic.pics.livejournal.com/zeitgeistic/9294752/286014/286014_600.png). Except not, because we both know I am absolute shit at playing it cool.
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Date: 2014-08-13 03:26 pm (UTC)Also, this comment with all the pictures? Has me absolutely cracking up. Every time I think you can't get any more amazing, you outdo yourself. <3
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Date: 2014-08-13 04:01 pm (UTC)